The Expanding of Christ

One of the absurdities of our modern Christian era is the belief that God is after our success...or our health...or some form of self-realization...reaching our potential.    When Peter had to man up and face the Christ He had abandoned, the Lord had nothing to say about Peter's bright future.  He asked Peter if the disciple loved Him.  When Peter made his affirmation, Jesus told him to "feed my sheep".  The inner core Jesus was wanting was love for Him.  The outer stretch was for Peter to be Jesus for the world He faced.  There was nothing in this of "being all you can be" or getting God's blessing.    Being born again is the most devastating of blows to self-realization.  The moment the grace of God works its way in us, Jesus Christ joins us and we are transformed into someone totally new; Christ/us.  We forget to our harm that Jesus never went about figuring out how to make His life better; He sought only the will of the Father.  If that meant sleeping out in the open with His disciples or biting His tongue as the priests questioned Him, He did it.  When the Father told Him to throw His life down just as the adoring crowds began to look to Him as Messiah, He did not hesitate.  This character, this absolute loyalty to the Father is what we acquire when we are born again.  If the Father wants us rich and successful, then so be it but we must beware of thinking this is of course God's will for us. If it is harder for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than it is for a rich man to enter heaven, then we can be certain very few of the wealthy and  accomplished will find themselves on the narrow way.  Not only that, one of the great temptations for anyone wanting to be holy is riches and the achievement of personal goals.  People who want to get rich fall into temptation and a trap and into many foolish and harmful desires that plunge men into ruin and destruction.  1 Timothy 6:9-10 NIV  The great will of God is that Christ be the central part of us.  He must increase is our constant push….and that may not mean we get healthier or more successful in the process.  It is when we are weak that He is made strong…or to put it another way, that He expands His influence in us.   Nine of the healed lepers ran off and completely forgot about Jesus.   It was only the one out of the ten who when He got what He wanted returned to Christ.  Those are not great odds and it certainly flies in the face of modern convention that those who are "blessed" or the ones mostly likely to be loyal to God.  The opposite seems to be the case both in Scripture as well as in the casual observations we make.  God's glory is most often exhibited brightest in the poor and downtrodden parts of the world.   The priority of the Lord for you is that you first seek the Kingdom of God both in your praying and in your wishing and longing...then all these other things we care about will be addressed and attended.

What good is it for a man to gain the whole world, and yet lose or forfeit his very self?  Luke 9:25-26 NIV

Hidden But Never Far From You

The last time we saw an age of "no morality" and "no religion" we witnessed the bloody French revolution.  Rationalism brought with it the loss of religious faith and the era of amorality but there was no freedom in it.  There never is such a species of man who lives outside law; the morals of the whorehouse are just as binding as those of the monastery and the debased sorority is far more dictatorial than any fundamentalist.  Jesus said that out of the heart come evil thoughts, murder, adultery, sexual immorality, theft, false testimony, slander.(Matthew 15:19 NIV) This is not modern; it is ancient morality that began in Adam.  We all have this mush of values roiling about below the surface of our consciousness and it is our moral baseline.  The myth of our time is that we can live above ourselves somehow, beyond  the values of our grandparents but it is a lie.  The morality of this age is just as rigid as that of the Canaanites and Philistines.  The drug dealer's moral code is more fundamental than a Baptist's and of much greater risk to cross.  Stalin had the morality of Cain etched upon his soul; millions would have wished it were instead the morality of Christ.  One's conscience is nothing more than the biggest values he holds and a conscience is of no use if the morals it knows are of no higher standard than those of Picasso or Jack London.  We do not need a conscience, we need a Savior and it is the Cross of Christ that dips down below our consciousness and raises us up to a new morality, one of love and patience and faith.  The blood of Christ does not make us more aware of right and wrong; it buys us back and transforms us that we can begin to be holy, not out of fear of a rampaging angel but out of a redeemed heart that has been changed with the heart of God implanted within it.  Your thoughts, if you are honest have never been as warm and cool as a teddy bear; you are more like  a snake in your deepest points.  Only Jesus Christ can make your thoughts pure and clean and vibrant with love as you let Him have His way with you.  The Lord is not your polish to bring out your shine, He is the furnace out of which all things are made new.  Never put faith in yourself; but always trust God to make you right.

Trust in God.  Trust also in me. John 14: 1b

The Daily Dilemma

When we reach the conclusion of a day, do we give much thought to how it went from God's perspective?   There seem to be two non-Biblical takes on a day.  The first is that God really doesn't care much how it went.  It seems laughable to many that anyone would even attempt to ascertain God's view of experiences and reactions.  Commentators mock the fools who claim God gave them victory in sporting events or brought them success at what they did.  The other view is that everything always goes just as God wants it to go and so each decision made and every circumstance is divinely determined and thus "His will".  And yet the Scripture seems to be in neither of these two camps.  God is presented as angry at how some things go and pleased as punch on other occasions.  The details of the day seem to matter to the Lord; they aren't just meaningless minutia or orchestrated point by point as God determines.  We can really decide to turn left or right and in the examples of life lived out in actualities we find in Scripture, God cares which way the people go.  It genuinely seems to sadden and anger God that Israelites bend into paganism and He appears really happy when a single sinner repents and turns to Him for help.  It may appear clownish for a young wife to pray her husband like the meal she prepares or for a basketball player to pray he win his game but even if such praying is immature, it isn't for the reasons often voiced.  We are told to pray for God to intervene in our circumstances; no parameters are set for us.  And if things cannot and do not turn ever on our praying, then what an absurdity it is for the Lord to tell us to pray for our daily bread and the "whatsoevers" of our day.  It is meaningless noise if everything is set in stone by the will of God or not even noticed by Him.  As a young scholar stretches his vocabulary by reading great works and an athlete builds her strength by pushing her muscles to the limit, so we build intimacy with God and develop holiness by turning to Him for the breadiness of our minutes and hours.  Each day is filled with a multitude of "daily bread" moments that God wants us to bring before Him and admit our need for His help.   Why does an old man go to a doctor for medication if not because in his maturity he recognizes his limitations and admits his poverty?  Have we so little faith and are we so childish that we do not have it in us to persist in knocking and seeking and asking?  Are we so calloused by our troubles and failures that we no longer have space in our day to go to God and expect Him to have at least as much concern for what we face as us?  Is God not god enough to care for you and want to wrap you in His arms in a tender embrace ?  Do you not think He celebrates with you your victories and weeps over your defeats?  Aren't you aware of how much He cares about your reaction to the temptation you face, what you decide about your long-standing grudges and how you respond to your critic?  It is odd, just based on what is clearly evident in Scripture, that any believer would dismiss the possibility that God has something to say about His day.  And it seems to be an absurdity that He would do nothing to try to ascertain what His thoughts might be!

Jesus was in the stern, sleeping on a cushion. The disciples woke him and said to him, "Teacher, don't you care if we drown?" He got up, rebuked the wind and said to the waves, "Quiet! Be still!" Then the wind died down and it was completely calm.     Mark 4:38-39 NIV

Careless Giving

Are we conflicted over doing something nice for someone who doesn't deserve it?  Have we tried to avoid the ungrateful and contemptible?  Are we shying away from all those who want more of us than we are willing to give?  The oddness of Mary pouring her perfume on the feet of Jesus was not lost on the disciples.  It was an extravagant waste and even Jesus noted the irrationality of it.  It is deeply human to concern oneself with the nickels and pennies and avoid wasteful expenditures on others.  We can talk ourselves out of the slightest hint of irrational loving if we are careful and purposeful.  What is strange though about the mind of God is that He often wastes His resources on foolish extravagance.  Take a look at the tiny paramecium under  a microscope and you become dumbfounded by its elegant structure.  Yet there are billions of those lovely creatures that go unseen and unnoticed.  The bluebells hidden away in mountain meadows that fade and drop from their stem before a single human notices them and the sparkle of light refracting into hundreds of little rainbows as droplets spray out from a cascading stream no one is watching remind us of the way God thinks.  He wastes His kindness on ungrateful nitwits who don't have the least concern for what He has done for them.  He restores the health of a drunk who goes out in his new found fitness and gets into a bar fight.  He gives us glowing red and pink and yellow sunsets that are ignored as we traipse about with our cell phones glued to our ears and our eyes fixed on the traffic.  Wasteful love and extravagant gifts are the stuff of God and we have excused away our life in Him by refusing to make such lavish expenditures on anyone but those we like.  We might buy a sandwich for a homeless vagrant who begs us for money and feel like we have really made the loving gesture but are we willing to do the extravagant thing, the irrational thing that we could not cogently justify only because it is so much like God to do such as that?  The tree across the way is full of so many loquats that not even the crows and sparrows can make a dent in the harvest and the tree is too tall for the people in the neighborhood to pick its fruit.   God is irrational.  Mary was irrational.  The disciple who preached in the far reaches of the world only to lose their lives for it were irrational.  Zacchaeus was irrational to give half of what He had to the poor.  The one who walks with God and truly loves Jesus will do irrational things because that is the nature He possesses.  Beware of being judicious and careful with what you have and the time you possess.  It may not be the Spirit of Christ ruling you there.   A crazy giver is far more beloved in heaven than the reasonable spendthrift.

Give, and it will be given to you. A good measure, pressed down, shaken together and running over, will be poured into your lap. For with the measure you use, it will be measured to you. Luke 6:38 NIV

The Shore of Your Choosing

We are prone at every turn to look for something new, something hidden, something interesting to entertain us.  Somehow we think we are better for our curiosity and wiser for our breadth of gathered experiences.  Since Adam, we have an insatiable interest in the side corners of our world and do our best to get at them.  Adam, unlike Eve, was not fooled by Satan's ploy; he embraced the rebellion within it.  Hidden knowledge became a lust for him and he grabbed at it hungrily.  Before the fall, knowledge and insight came directly from God; the fall provided a new way of seeing, of searching out things.  The actualization of self became the idol of Adam and it is ours too if we are not careful.  We are not made to search things out on our own but to see everything through the eyes of God.  The only way we can do this is if we obey Him at each turn.  Faith brings us to recognize our need for God.  Obedience gives us His eyes.  I cannot know love if I am not obeying God nor do I know what to do with it if I am not letting Him be King of my actions.  Lust has been thrust upon us as love; it is the unwillingness to wait for God to show us the way through each holy desire we possess.  Once we turn from Him, we grovel in lust and make no headway whatsoever in seeing and understanding.  Romans 1 is the clear way we head when we let lust take hold of our Godly longings.  Matthew 5-7 is the way we look when we obey God in our longings and let Christ live through us.  The distance between Romans 1 and Matthew 5-7 is a great divide that can only be crossed through the cross of Jesus Christ who has made the way for us to love and hope and faith in the grind of daily living.  There is nothing fascinating or captivating in the moment a man or woman of God gives a cheek to a bad man.  It is an absurdity, a clownish act for all those who have taken the way of Romans 1.  And yet, for the one walking in Christ, doing as He directs, it is the pearl of great price, the stuff of heaven and that has a fascination for him.  You can tell who directs your boat by which shore grabs your attention.  Have you found Romans 1 your harbor or do you lean out after Matthew 5-7.  No law can turn you one way or another.  You must in the end choose who you will serve…

See, I lay in Zion a stone that causes men to stumble and a rock that makes them fall, and the one who trusts in him will never be put to shame.  Romans 9: 33

Abandonment...Really?

Lost in our age is a boundless abandonment to much of anything.  We have grown so accustomed to instant messaging and continual entertainment that we grow weary when any vision or mission crosses our perseverance threshold.  Profit margins are now measured by level of effort and degree of boredom.   If anything requires too much of us or does not make us happy, we give up on it.  A holy life is superficially regarded as unattainable, unreasonable.  Given the volume of meta-messages bombarding our conscious thinking, we cannot make heads or tails of what is important to us.  It all is a blur of instantaneous provocations and titillations.  Is it any wonder that some just jump ship; the drowned life a welcome relief to the bombarded one?  Contemptuous humanists mock the Christian who waits upon the Lord because she seems so mediocre, so juvenile.  The contemplation of the scriptures extended past intellectual stimulation is absurdly dissolute for the mind absent of any real hunger for God.  Depravity is now flipped around on its head; faith and purity are the new perversion.  The corrupted soul is the one waiting upon the Lord . The  cost of waiting upon Christ seems monstrous.   To walk in the Spirit is not a moment of exalted rapture but rather a day in and day out communion with the Lord who does speak and certainly leads.  We read the scriptures not to get something out of them but to be given up to them.  We pray, not to attain but to be with God in His very presence.  We sing songs of praise not to be entertained but to live within the mercy and joy of the Living God.  Who has really abandoned himself to Christ?  Who has become accustomed to the voice of God and fallen in love with the One who speaks?  Who has made his life holy in the wash of the Living Word?  Who has gained the treasure of being consecrated and filled with the joy of true Christian living?  Who has been given The Gift and loved the hand that held it?  Are you too callous to be aware of what great love awaits you if you would just  wait for God a moment longer?  Do you have the patience needed to stay where you are so that Jesus Christ might meet you?  Does it seem the greatest good to be with Jesus and give yourself over to Him?  Would it make you happy to gain just one more bit of God in you?  Have you discovered the sweet perfume of holy abandonment?

 Peter said to him, "We have left all we had to follow you!"   Luke 18:28 NIV